Givin' the business

college

so much more than what i thought it would be. i didn’t think i’d be this stressed! but it’s okay. i’m learning. it’s a blessing i guess. at least i’ll be used to it next semester. so i’m planning to take:

1. Econ 130-Awa
2. Speech 251 -Boller
3. Linguistics
4. ICS -Nickles
5. and possibly ilocano/sociology/oceanography (can’t decide)

i wanted weight training but it was all taken :|

i just want registration to be done with.

i realized that even if you have the same amount of classes as high school, the workload and the amount you have to study for the class is not the same.

umm

i can totally hear you calling me fat. gee, thanks. at least say it when i’m OUT of the room.

Noo callllll

So I should have been able to pick up my pictures but I did not get a call about it. Hopefully it will be in the next two weeks!

Monk series finale

:(

I just gave the business

i better ace that biology lab final. i think exams in the morning are more fun then the ones during the day, haha.

choices

sometimes i make the weirdest choices ever. i was hungry so i got lunch. my consequence? i missed a quiz. but at least i get that quiz dropped. my average quiz grade is a 85%. that could’ve been a 90 something. but it’s not something i need to be upset about the whole day, is it? ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i’m gonna re-take math. next semester, maybe i’ll take some online classes. i really need to decide my classes. i’m scared there will be no classes left for me. it seems as if classes are running out faster then fall semester registration.

next year when it’s fall semester, i’m scared that i will have a scary roommate. mm, maybe i’ll dorm with camille donna and her sis at the apartments or something. God willingly.

anyways, finals are coming and i almost cried today. i didn’t know it would be this crazy. i don’t think it’s that bad i just get REALLY BAD NERVOUS BREAKDOWNS. hopefully i’ll just space my time so i will be able to do everything possible. well i have a final tomorrow and i really have to study. so this is it for the night. i’ll be back to check once in a while.

481. GO TO CLASS OR YOU'RE AN ASS.

(via gotwisdom)

come get some you little bums

-the cool kids

anyways, today was a day. it was okay. my biking shorts ripped, or it has a small hole in it. i guess i can only use it for practice now. shucks. i was pressured into doing an essay that i had already done. it’s ridiculous. i had done this essay months ago. thinking i did not need it anymore i probably didn’t save it or it’s saved on the desktop at home. so i’m stuck here having to write a whole other essay. plus transcripts take at least a day, and college doesn’t give grades when the semester is not over. gosh, this is annoying. but i shall go through with it because i want my scholarship money that i deserve. i have worked hard at KS, even if it’s not as hard as others i still busted ass. i sweat, bled, bruised, cried, and sacrificed a lot for karate. i can’t stop now. not when it is falling apart. i really want to give back, that’s why i go training when i can. the kids are my happy drugs :)  no matter how much drama there is, i will stay because it is not them who i remain in the program for, it’s for the senseis who taught before me and for the students who come after me. also for myself, so that i can have a peace of mind outside of school, home, and life itself. it’s my passion; as much as i try, it’s not going away.